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NEDAW Key Messages Part 1

Eating disorders are serious illnesses, not lifestyle choices.

Eating disorders are complex conditions that arise from a combination of long-standing behavioral, emotional, psychological, interpersonal, biological and social factors. As our natural body size and shape is largely determined by genetics, fighting our natural size and shape can lead to unhealthy dieting practices, poor body image and decreased self-esteem. 

While eating disorders may begin with preoccupations with food and weight, they are about much more than food. Recent research has shown that genetic factors create vulnerabilities that place individuals at risk for acting on cultural pressures and messages and triggering behaviors such as dieting or obsessive exercise. - NEDA

There is a large community of eating disordered people who’ve convinced themselves that their disorder is actually a choice they’ve made. They embrace the torture of suffering from an ED, and encourage others to adopt this twisted perspective. The danger of this thought-process lies in the fact that many with EDs believe they are in control, much like an addict believes they are not addicted. The idea that an ED is a choice causes sufferers to be defensive of their “choice” and feel even more isolated when questioned by loved ones. The community of ED sufferers band together, and create tight-knit relationships, closing out the family and friends who seek to get them help.

It’s very hard to break the ties with “friends” who are suffering with you. They want to deny you help, because the basis of the relationship centers around the common disorder, and this may play a big part in your own desire for help if you do not want to have to end the friendship. These friends serve as a big cheerleading team for your efforts to restrict, or purge, too. Tips and tricks are exchanged; from ways to hide your disorder from nosy parents, to learning the easiest way to purge anything consumed.

If you’re a part of these communities, my advice is to stop visiting pro-ana sites, cut off communication with fellow ED sufferers, and find sites that are pro-recovery. There are a lot of wonderful, healthy people who have been through the same things, who can ease your fear of recovery.

If you’re a parent or friend who is trying to help a sufferer seek help my suggestion is to ask them if they participate in these communities. They may be real life friends, but are more likely online (sites like Livejournal, Xanga, Myspace and Facebook have large unmonitored “pro-ana” groups where people go for encouragement). If your friend or child is involved in these online groups, block the websites you know about, monitor their online activity, and talk to them about it. Talking about it is tough, but be honest.

“I know these sites make it harder to see the danger you’re putting yourself in.”

“I can see you’re learning bad habits on these sites, and so I am blocking them, not to isolate you, but to try to get you to a healthy place.”

Find pro-recovery sites, and join the forums. There are a lot of friends and parents who’ve dealt successfully with helping an ED sufferer recover, and they are there to guide you. I’ve listed some great sites devoted to recovery below.

My revelation during recovery happened when I realized that my ED was just like an addiction. It’s not something you can practice in any capacity and maintain health. There is no level of eating disorder that is healthy.

Recovery sites and forums

National Eating Disorders Association

NEDA Resources

ED Recovery

Something Fishy - There is a fantastic section for helping loved ones. I highly recommend!

National Eating Disorders Awareness Week

NEDAW is February 20-26

Please visit NEDA’s website, and find ways to participate in NEDAW by visiting http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/programs-events/nedawareness-week.php

I want to focus this post on the Key Messages of NEDAW. There are a lot of misconceptions and misinformation about eating disorders. The theme for this year’s NEDAW is It’s Time To Talk About It. That is my goal for this site; to talk about eating disorders in every form, and educate my readers on how to recognize an ED, find good help, begin the recovery process, and stay healthy.

So let’s start with the list of key messages:

1. Eating Disorders Are Serious Illnesses, Not Lifestyle Choices.

This message is extremely important to me, because for a long time I believed I did not suffer from an illness. I believed I was making a lifestyle choice not to feed myself.

2. Education, Early Intervention, and Access to Care Are Critical.

In high school I learned about “eating disorders.” I learned that having an eating disorder meant being 90lbs. and refusing to ever eat anything, or throwing up after every meal. I had no idea that my restrictive behavior, and bad attitude towards eating on a regular basis was disordered eating.

3. Help Is Available, and Recovery Is Possible.

When I was deep in my ED I believed getting help and recovering meant to be forced to eat when I didn’t want to, and to get fat. I’m hoping through this site I can show anyone suffering from and ED that it’s easy to find people who know where you’re coming from and can successfully help you , and that real recovery is something that you are comfortable with, and happy about!

In the next few days there will be a few more posts going into more detail of each of these key messages, with plenty of links to helpful websites for those with EDs, and family and friends.

I’m looking to do a few interviews with those that are in recovery, so if you’re interested in participating, please email me at undereater.em@gmail.com


Inspired

Today I met Frank Warren, author of the beautiful website PostSecret and many books compiling some of the most compelling secrets he’s collected. He was speaking at Bowdoin College, and I was lucky enough to attend.

His talk was great, and if you ever get a chance to see him speak I highly recommend it!

During his presentation he challenged the audience to come up with our own PostSecret-esque idea. Something to inspire people, change perspectives, and help people feel less alone. I got a chance to speak with him one-on-one and through that conversation I realized that I had an experience of my own that I could use to make a difference in the same way he has. I have always wanted to speak about my experiences with my eating disorder, but something has always kept me from truly committing to that. I hope I can use this as a way to show those suffering that there is a way out of that hole, and that life does get better. And I also hope that I can inspire those who have succeeded in recovering to speak out and lend their hands to others.